'Looking for Nirvana' explores my non-monogamous journey and its unexpected link to childhood trauma, prompting me to confront the lasting effects of my upbringing on self-esteem. Through portraits and text, I embark on a feminist exploration, unravelling how personal histories affect our lives and reshaping an understanding of love.

Comprising four unbound booklets, this publication examines my non-monogamous connections with C and K, my bond with boyfriend E, and my relationship with self. Its non-linear design invites readers to flip through the pages in any order, immersing themselves in my inner world through themes of intimacy and the female experience.

Artist’s proof (edition of 4)
Covers: Xerox white matt 250gsm
Inner pages: Munken Design Rough Cream 170gsm

Artist’s book (edition of 50)
Covers: Munken Design Rough Cream 150gsm
Inner pages: Munken Design Rough Cream 100gsm

Self-published in 2024
Created as part of the MFA final project at University for the Creative Arts

Print on demand, please enquire for purchasing


Photo Frome Festival- 2025 Photobook Awards- Unpublished Photobook Shortlist

Collection:
Bookroom, University for the Creative Arts, 2024
Women and the Photobook project, 2024

Book Fair:
BOP 24 Festival
Bradford Photobook Fair, 2024
Brighton Art Book Fair, 2024